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Friday, 11 November 2011

  • Learning to be Strong

    “If you fasten your feebleness on someone else’s strength, the existence for you must be a scene of continual change and excitement or else the world is a dungeon.” – Jane Eyre, Chapter 21

    How true this quote is! & not just for fictional characters from the lines of a novel, but for you and me as well.

    How many times have you sought out a friend for support? By no means am I against that, in fact, I think it is needed that we have people who understand us, who accept us for who we are, and have them by our sides as we live in this world that tends to leave us feeling lonely and unwanted.

    But, how many times have you constantly sought out the same friend for the same exactly problem from all those years ago? Or maybe it’s not the same friend, but simply different people?

    How many times have you felt that satisfying release from being freed of the burdens from the chains that have tied your heart down for so long even for a short moment?

    How comforting and freeing it is to have someone to encourage or just listen to all the torments and struggles that your spirit has been forced to endure – even for a short moment.

    In the end, the problems don’t go away. The chains remain. When the pressure rises again from within your heart, you are left to relive this cycle of seeking out a kindred spirit.

    When we depend on another human being to be strong for us, we are simply finding excuses for ourselves to not face reality. It is simply a means to find a momentary borrowed strength to escape the pains in life. Eventually, we will grow tired of these dependent relationships because we feel that they are not enough to cover the pain that we feel and is constantly threatening to resurface.

    Only when the strength comes from a source within ourselves can we conquer the pains of life. Only then will we stop moving from one external and fleeting source of strength to another.

    When the pressures rise again from within your heart - when you are ready - you can find the power to force them back down.

    Be strong for yourself, because no one can be strong for you.
     

    Have you fasten your feebleness on someone else's strength?

Monday, 07 November 2011

  • "Under the Lights"


    The dim, yellow lights above guided our path to my house, and I found myself laughing lightly again at his words.

    It was his first time visiting them here.

    He’d met them before but still I felt nervous. He squeezed my hand gently as if I hadn’t responded to something he said or asked. I looked up and smiled softly at his face. He gave me comfort however unknowingly.

    We had finally arrived.

    My mom and aunt were drinking tea in the family room. I could hear the easy chatter even at the front door.

    I walked past the threshold and said to the two of them just as I turned towards the stairs,

    “Hi mom, hi Aunt May. I’m just going to grab something real quick. I’ll be right back. He’s here for a little bit, but we’re going to out again real soon.”

    I left him alone with the two of them, and he sat by my mother, across from my aunt. They nodded and smiled at each other. My mother and aunt continued to smile politely but tried to speak to each other in a softer tone.

    When I finally came back down, I saw him get up and said to them, “I’ll go get us something to drink.” To which my mother gave another smile and a nod.

    After I saw him walk out of the family room, I asked my mother, “Did you know what he said?”

    My mother gave a light shake of her head and a small smile, almost remorseful and defeated, and said,

    “Child, you know I don’t understand Him.”

    Right. That's right..you don’t understand.
    I was ready to leave. I had already taken a few steps to face away from the table, but the words in my mind could not stop repeating themselves like the background static of a radio with poor reception.

    He was standing by the doorway, patiently waiting for me.

    Under the bright, white lights of our home, his pale complexion stood out even more compared to my own skin.

    He was different. He wasn’t bad. He was decent. I was happy enough with him. It was fine. But was it enough?

    Was this enough?

    Before I could take another step towards him, I paused and looked back over my left shoulder at my mother.

    They had already resumed their private conversation filled with smiles and gentle laughter.

    I could not tell whether or not I had a smile on my own face.

    ~ November 5, 2011


    the #story that I consider to be my #first official piece of #work. Please be kind! 


Monday, 24 October 2011

  • The Woes of a Man

    The story of a man told in Haiku verses.



    Fat man sees small door,
    He knows he cannot fit through,
    Tears flow freely.

    Fat man hears laughter,
    Tears run steadily down face,
    The girl laughs harder.

    Laughter travels far,
    Fat man cries even louder,
    Sounds of happiness.

    Fat man has no hope,
    Literally drowns in tears,
    Laughter heard on land.

    Trapped behind the door,
    Nowhere to go, run, or hide,
    Woes of a fat man.

     

Saturday, 15 October 2011

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